My Dad would not take care of himself. He needed to lose 100 lbs. He'd lose about 25 then he'd gain it all back plus some. He would not follow the Dr.'s instructions & exercise. He had triple bypass 18 yrs ago. 6 different angeograhms (sp?) & a heart valve replacement 4 yrs.ago. Yet he still would not follow the Dr.'s instructions! At age 68; in March of 2009 He died. I'm still in mourning.
Please do what ever your Dr.'s instructions are. Take your medication, exercise, eat right, & generally take care of your self. Your DH needs you! Any children you have need you!
You are smarter than my Dad!!!
My prayers are with you!!
I understand how E-Bay can be intimidating but don't let any thing keep you from finding a way to take care of yourself!!!